12/10

12/10/07 　　In last weekend, I went home. How long I didn’t go home. When I got on the train, I called my dear father and told him that I was got on the train. However, he just told to me “Do you know you have another sister or brother in this afternoon?” It was so shock!! It is meaning my mother just became pregnant again. How ridiculous!! My age contract between the baby, eighteen years old. Oh my god!! I couldn’t believe so I ask my father in detail. Factually, the baby was not mine; it was my paternal uncle’s. To arrive at the station, I went to the hospital to look at the baby. When I got into the sickroom to see the lying –in woman, the nurse just took the baby in the room. It’s a girl and she is so beautiful, she looked like my uncle. She was so small and she had a lot of fur on her head. We were all quiet down, we were afraid the baby crying. She was born not enough 24 hours and her bones were soft so no one can hug her. I looked at her and thought how amazing it is. It is a life. Suddenly, she opened her eyes. I thought she could see but the nurse said that she couldn’t see anything; she just could smell and taste. The baby is the godsend.